You know that moment of realisation, when you finally see what you are, and how oblivious you have been to what you look like for so long? Yeah, it’s not fun. I have finally SEEN myself, properly seen myself. I am not going to lie. I hate it. No one should have to feel the way I do about myself. FUCK WHY AM I LIKE THIS, WHY AM I NOT AMAZINGLY PRETTY LIKE EVERYONE ELSE ON THIS ENTIRE PLANET BUT ME! I will never be to go out ever, I mean whats the point, it’s not like anyone will every like me or anything, so I may as well become a fucking hermit.